the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Monday, August 25, 2008
highly unnecessary worries.
highly unnecessary worries.it's only the 4th day of eyas, and i'm worried already. 3 more days to go, and each with only one paper, so technically i don't have to be so stressed any more. but i am. i'm pretty convinced i completely messed up english leaving my summary unfinished, seeing that people who don't finish their summary lose a gazillion marks already, plus summary's always been the reason for my not failing english so far. and i honestly don't want to think about how my english marks will be like any more.and mathhh ): geneve tells me that they won't minus all my marks for the graph question, but i'm not sure how true that is ._. so for math, assuming they do minus all my marks for the graph, plus one careless mistake, i'll have lost 6 marks already. which equates to 10% of my marks for the eya. seriously, i have to get 4.0 for math this year. or i'll be mourning the demise of my gpa this year.i sure hope eyas won't be a repeat of the myas. i shed enough tears over them already. but then, sometimes i can't help but wonder just why i am worrying over trivial things like my gpa. because the things that matter in life ultimately don't include grades, do they?and yet the perfectionist in me refuses to let up over my grades.[sadly this is reminiscent of english; there was this part in the passage about how neurotic perfectionism affects the development of talented females' full potential. oh well; i should stop thinking about english and focus on the rest of my papers, really ._.] 7:26 pm
Monday, August 25, 2008
highly unnecessary worries. highly unnecessary worries.it's only the 4th day of eyas, and i'm worried already. 3 more days to go, and each with only one paper, so technically i don't have to be so stressed any more. but i am. i'm pretty convinced i completely messed up english leaving my summary unfinished, seeing that people who don't finish their summary lose a gazillion marks already, plus summary's always been the reason for my not failing english so far. and i honestly don't want to think about how my english marks will be like any more.and mathhh ): geneve tells me that they won't minus all my marks for the graph question, but i'm not sure how true that is ._. so for math, assuming they do minus all my marks for the graph, plus one careless mistake, i'll have lost 6 marks already. which equates to 10% of my marks for the eya. seriously, i have to get 4.0 for math this year. or i'll be mourning the demise of my gpa this year.i sure hope eyas won't be a repeat of the myas. i shed enough tears over them already. but then, sometimes i can't help but wonder just why i am worrying over trivial things like my gpa. because the things that matter in life ultimately don't include grades, do they?and yet the perfectionist in me refuses to let up over my grades.[sadly this is reminiscent of english; there was this part in the passage about how neurotic perfectionism affects the development of talented females' full potential. oh well; i should stop thinking about english and focus on the rest of my papers, really ._.]
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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